http://boards.4chan.org/pol/thread/69730448/how-to-believe
> Hello, I am the son of USSR immigrants, or refugees rather, who came to Israel in the 90&
#39;s.
> Due to my heritage I was brought into a family of two atheist generations, I never believed in God, because I never had a choice. I was born an atheist.
> I have found myself empty and nihilistic, and after long thought I have realised that I want to believe, and need to. And that I want to follow the teachings of Christianity, and need to.
> Now that we got the exposition outta the way, let me ask you for advice, /pol/, for I have no one else to talk to.
>
> How do I believe in god?
> How do I bring myself to a place where I can accept a higher power?
> More specifically, how do I accept Jesus Christ as my lord and savior?
> I want to convert to Christianity, but I don&
#39;t want to lie to Jesus and the Lord through dishonest prayer.
>
> And when I do convert to Christianity, what denomination should I choose?
> I don&
#39;t want to follow any of the Old testament rules, because it is practically the Jewish Torah which I resent.
> I&
#39;m thinking about Orthodoxy because of my Russian heritage, would that be a good choice?
>
> Thanks a lot, and God bless.
> All others who want to convert are welcome, atheists need not apply - I have made my decision.
Я не знаю, такой тред в /pol/ это наверное гениально.