http://boards.4chan.org/pol/thread/69730448/how-to-believe > Hello, I am the son of USSR immigrants, or refugees rather, who came to Israel in the 90's. > Due to my heritage I was brought into a family of two atheist generations, I never believed in God, because I never had a choice. I was born an atheist. > I have found myself empty and nihilistic, and after long thought I have realised that I want to believe, and need to. And that I want to follow the teachings of Christianity, and need to. > Now that we got the exposition outta the way, let me ask you for advice, /pol/, for I have no one else to talk to. > > How do I believe in god? > How do I bring myself to a place where I can accept a higher power? > More specifically, how do I accept Jesus Christ as my lord and savior? > I want to convert to Christianity, but I don't want to lie to Jesus and the Lord through dishonest prayer. > > And when I do convert to Christianity, what denomination should I choose? > I don't want to follow any of the Old testament rules, because it is practically the Jewish Torah which I resent. > I'm thinking about Orthodoxy because of my Russian heritage, would that be a good choice? > > Thanks a lot, and God bless. > All others who want to convert are welcome, atheists need not apply - I have made my decision. Я не знаю, такой тред в /pol/ это наверное гениально.