You don't go to the gym. You can't remember the last time you asked a girl out. You diminish your own sex drive by masturbating several times a day. You numb your dopamine receptors by consuming too much pornography. This causes depression but most importantly it prevents you from taking risks. Taking risks is the very essence of manhood, masculinity, humanity. You numb your emotions because you can't handle them. It's too much of an effort to discipline them. You lament the height, penis size, facial structure, hair colour, intelligence you were born with. Let me reiterate that: you focus on the characteristics you cannot change. You use them as a scapegoat to rationalise failure instead of improving yourself in aspects available to you. You're scared. Every thread in the catalogue contains words which make up sentences which all mean the same thing: you are succumbing to a life of fear because you are afraid of failure, of finding out you're not perfect, of discovering that life is difficult and it's not always going to work out for you. Life is a numbers game, gentlemen. In terms of the opportunities you are presented with, the risks you take, the dating game, the previous seconds of your life. Don't live the rest of your life as a ghost. The first step is leaving bnw. This place is toxic and it will brainwash you into believing things about yourself, your immediate environment, the entire universe, that are not true. The next step is embracing solipsism or absurdism or nihilism. Convince yourself you are the god of your own world and nothing waits for you after you die. After that it is about living - learning to overcome the innate fear we all struggle with. You think you're the only one?