>Honestly, I'm so depressed/feeling suicidal (not actually suicidal, just thinking about it) most of the time because I tried taking anti-depressants to deal with my outlook based depression (I was once a good scientist, with a good income, and very depressed about the fact that the world is basically fucked) - and the antidepressants fucked up my brain. So now I'm fucked up in the brain, and the world is fucked. the doctors failed to mention you can get fucked from antidepressants, fuck me.